Bra bra (: just so i remember.
2008-12-28 / 05:39:51
T.I. - Dead and Gone (feat. Justin Timberlake)
Produced by Timbaland
Lyrics:
Chorus:
Ooooooo I ve been travelin on this road to long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone dead and gone dead and gone
Ooooooo I ve been travelin on this road to long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone dead and gone eeyy
Verse 1 (T.I.)
Ever had one of dem days u wish woulda stayd home
Run into a group of ni&&as getting they hate on
U walk by they get wrong u reply then sh*t get blown
Way outta proportion way past discussion
Just u against them, pick one then rush em
Figure u get your hair? that next
They dont wanna stop there now they bussin
Now u gushin, ambulance rushin u to the hospital with a bad concussion
Plus ya hit 4 times plus it hit ya spine paralyzed waist down now ya wheel chair bound
Nevermind that now u lucky to be alive, Just think it all started u fussin with 3 guys
Now ya pride in the way but ya pride is the way u could *uck around get shot die anyday
Ni&&as die every day all over bull sh*t dope money dice game ordinary hood sh*t
Could this be cuz of hip hop music or did the ones with the good sense not use it
Usually ni**as dont kno what to do when their back against the wall so they just start shootin
For red or for blue or for blo I guess, from Bankhead or from your projects
No more stress, now im straight, now I get it now I take
Time to think, before I make mistakes just for my familys sake
That part of me left yesterday the heart of me is strong today
No regrets im blessed to say the old me dead and gone away.
Chorus
Verse 2 (T.I.)
I aint never been scared, I lived through tragedy
Situation coulda been dead lookin back at it
Most of that sh*t didnt even have to happen
But u dont think about it when u out there trappin
In apartments hangin smokin and rappin
Ni**as start sh*t didnt next thing ya kno we cappin
Get locked up then didnt even get mad
Now think about damn what a life I had
Most of that sh*t look back just laugh
Some sh*t still look back just sad
Maybe my homboy still be around
Had I not hit the ni&&a in the mouth that time
I won that fight, I lost that war
I can still see my ni&&a walkin out that door
Whoda thought Id never see Philant no more
Got enough dead homies I dont want no more
Cost a ni&&a his job, cost me more
Ida took that ass-whoopin now for sure
Now think before I risk my life
Take them chances to get my stripe
A ni**a put his hands on me alright
Otherwise stand there talk sh*t all night
Cuz I hit you , you sue me,
I shoot you, get locked up, who me?
No more stress, now im straight, now I get it now I take
Time to think before I make mistakes just for my familys sake
That part of me left yesterday the heart of me is strong today
No regrets im blessed to say the old me dead and gone away.
Chorus
Verse 3 (J.T.)
I turn my head to the east I dont see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north, swallow that pill that they call pride
The old me is dead and gone, the new me will be alright
I turn my head to the east I dont see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north, swallow that pill that they call pride
The old me is dead and gone, the new me will be alright
Produced by Timbaland
Lyrics:
Chorus:
Ooooooo I ve been travelin on this road to long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone dead and gone dead and gone
Ooooooo I ve been travelin on this road to long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone dead and gone eeyy
Verse 1 (T.I.)
Ever had one of dem days u wish woulda stayd home
Run into a group of ni&&as getting they hate on
U walk by they get wrong u reply then sh*t get blown
Way outta proportion way past discussion
Just u against them, pick one then rush em
Figure u get your hair? that next
They dont wanna stop there now they bussin
Now u gushin, ambulance rushin u to the hospital with a bad concussion
Plus ya hit 4 times plus it hit ya spine paralyzed waist down now ya wheel chair bound
Nevermind that now u lucky to be alive, Just think it all started u fussin with 3 guys
Now ya pride in the way but ya pride is the way u could *uck around get shot die anyday
Ni&&as die every day all over bull sh*t dope money dice game ordinary hood sh*t
Could this be cuz of hip hop music or did the ones with the good sense not use it
Usually ni**as dont kno what to do when their back against the wall so they just start shootin
For red or for blue or for blo I guess, from Bankhead or from your projects
No more stress, now im straight, now I get it now I take
Time to think, before I make mistakes just for my familys sake
That part of me left yesterday the heart of me is strong today
No regrets im blessed to say the old me dead and gone away.
Chorus
Verse 2 (T.I.)
I aint never been scared, I lived through tragedy
Situation coulda been dead lookin back at it
Most of that sh*t didnt even have to happen
But u dont think about it when u out there trappin
In apartments hangin smokin and rappin
Ni**as start sh*t didnt next thing ya kno we cappin
Get locked up then didnt even get mad
Now think about damn what a life I had
Most of that sh*t look back just laugh
Some sh*t still look back just sad
Maybe my homboy still be around
Had I not hit the ni&&a in the mouth that time
I won that fight, I lost that war
I can still see my ni&&a walkin out that door
Whoda thought Id never see Philant no more
Got enough dead homies I dont want no more
Cost a ni&&a his job, cost me more
Ida took that ass-whoopin now for sure
Now think before I risk my life
Take them chances to get my stripe
A ni**a put his hands on me alright
Otherwise stand there talk sh*t all night
Cuz I hit you , you sue me,
I shoot you, get locked up, who me?
No more stress, now im straight, now I get it now I take
Time to think before I make mistakes just for my familys sake
That part of me left yesterday the heart of me is strong today
No regrets im blessed to say the old me dead and gone away.
Chorus
Verse 3 (J.T.)
I turn my head to the east I dont see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north, swallow that pill that they call pride
The old me is dead and gone, the new me will be alright
I turn my head to the east I dont see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north, swallow that pill that they call pride
The old me is dead and gone, the new me will be alright
Jaha, så va de den 24 dec 2008 klockan 04.31....
2008-12-24 / 04:35:48
Och jag är så förbannat grinig och arg och jag vet inte allt .. Utan anledning. jag vill bara slå nått och hata någon/något... Allt känns så meningslöst och tråkigt just för tillfället. Ska försöka hoppa upp i mitt fönster och röka en cigg och sen kanske försöka sova . Tråk jul är vad dehär kmr bli. TRÅÅÅÅK. Hoppas ja sover bort hela skiten. . . . . Önskar ja va me Älskling istället, han är fan bättre än julen nånsin kmr bli.
Och nu ska man inte tro att ja hatar julen. Hatar bara allt just nu, och klagar hellst på allt. byebye.
Och by the way. God jul & gott nytt år
Och nu ska man inte tro att ja hatar julen. Hatar bara allt just nu, och klagar hellst på allt. byebye.
Och by the way. God jul & gott nytt år
Hej och välkommen hem mig själv
2008-12-19 / 02:44:54
Tillbaka i Köpingen nu efter 6-7 dagar uppe i Sthlm, har vart sjuk o förjävlig. Ligger och käkar upp chokladkalendern och lyssnar på gyllene tider, vilket liv ? ;O
Klockan är 02.11 , man kanske borde sova snart. Jaja . Sista dagen i skolan imorn ! ;D yayy. Fy fan va orgasm ja får av att tänka på att det är lov snart, Skönt! Och så blir de nog Sthlm imorn och inhandla julklappar... och så klart träffa min heting och äta upp honom , mumsigt!
Fredag: Mikael, Jocke, Johan & Camilla och jag såg på Leksand - Aik hos Mikael. Fulla vart vi allihopa. HB, Öl och cider drack jag och kan ju säga att det slutade med att jag satt i duschen och hade fyllehicka. Greeat ! Trevligt va de i alla fall :D Jätte kul va de.
nee, nu ska ja sova. Natti natt .
Klockan är 02.11 , man kanske borde sova snart. Jaja . Sista dagen i skolan imorn ! ;D yayy. Fy fan va orgasm ja får av att tänka på att det är lov snart, Skönt! Och så blir de nog Sthlm imorn och inhandla julklappar... och så klart träffa min heting och äta upp honom , mumsigt!
Fredag: Mikael, Jocke, Johan & Camilla och jag såg på Leksand - Aik hos Mikael. Fulla vart vi allihopa. HB, Öl och cider drack jag och kan ju säga att det slutade med att jag satt i duschen och hade fyllehicka. Greeat ! Trevligt va de i alla fall :D Jätte kul va de.
nee, nu ska ja sova. Natti natt .
5 - 8 december 2008
2008-12-08 / 21:16:29
Du känner det, du misstänker inget annat än det vanliga. Du tittar upp, tror inte dina ögon, du ser, men du förstår inte. Drömmer du ? Är du vaken ? Hur skedde dethär ? Du är maktlös över dina tankar, du känner hur medvetandet inte vill vara med , du låter bli att tänka, du låter det gå längre och längre , till slut är det nästan du som gör det. Han säger att han undrar varför inte du var hans. Det är det enda du minns att han sa. Resten är ett bildspel med många bilder som saknas, du önskar du mindes. Att du visste vad som egentligen hände.
låt det passera, det hände aldrig
låt det passera, det hände aldrig
